the world war has begun.
i have said it before- i am not a fighter. but i find myself with a change of heart.
this heart remains loyal, regardless.
contrary to popular belief, all i ever did was follow my heart. all i have ever wanted was to find light in this dark world. it seems that when i find this resolution, i seem to be covering other areas. when you set an umbrella down, you must close it to allow all of the light. that umbrella remained opened in this case.
this stomach aches in several directions. the pain of loss rides up my esophagus and seeps through my lungs. this attempt to breathe only floats the air through pin-sized holes, which air through my chest. it dries up the heart, as there are several holes in it right now.
"you can't have everything." how right they are.
