an array of colors have surrounded me today. i am currently having trouble breathing, or comprehending much except that i need to breathe in order to live. in order to thrive, i feel like there's nothing more to do than push forward. a change of events have left the currents running wild, but in a direction that keeps the vegetation lush.
i am so very proud of my sister. a woman with a heart of gold that i still see as the little girl who broke into my schooling. the fact that she has come back and come back strong gives me a pride that swells my ribcage into pieces. i hope those who did not believe are bleeding from their own competition in tongue-biting. whether she makes it or not, i am proud. i know you read this, so i made this paragraph pretty clear, love.
i am spinning.
i am spinning in circles.
the science of breathing is underestimated.
