Friday, December 26, 2008

my heart has grown more than three sizes in the past few days.

it's an amazing feeling to watch the sky, the ocean, and several faces grow up and grow old around you, all at once.
once i was young, the one that was the wonder because i grew too fast.
now, i'm the one wondering how all the little ones are where they are today.

i love every single one of you. i am proud of being family. fambily.

i've gotten more than i could ever ask for this year. i am whole.
the little things, i have learned, are merely little.
they'll settle, they'll sort.
i am revived, and the rest will fall in place eventually.

eventually. time is a funny thing. funny, but i respect it.
patience is difficult, but i am willing to have a peace talk or two.

soon. so many things over this horizon. i watch the sun set, and i know the evening will bring another day.

i will be suspended in time, only to return back to a clock that leads me to you.

the new year will call for reflection. i am not there just yet.

soon.